Friends

Recently I've been talkin' to one of my high school friend, Suzanne.

I talked to her on facebook, because I'm so bored at the college CITC, I just need someone to chat with. Since I've not talked to her for so long, so i decided to give it a shot.

Luckily, she replied.

We talked along many things. How am I how is she, what I'm on what she's on, and many more.

She suddenly tell me that this saturday was her Birthday party. Most of the high school friends were invited to the party. Since she was talking to me, she invited me as well. As soon as she invited me, I just felt that I shouldn't go. YES indeed I'm looking forward to see her and others, but somehow i just feel that I'm not welcomed to be there.

All of a sudden, flashing past moments were travelling through my head. Makes me think of what we did during high school, how friendly we were, things happening between us, and then BOOM, our relationship just went down like a sinking ship. Who's fault anyway? Me? or them? No one is to be blamed.

While thinking all these things, I chat along with her saying i shouldn't go, just felt that I'm not welcomed. I'm just a guy with exceeded height without any great talent or popularity. Im just normal. Simple ordinary guy that wishes so badly to have really true friends. So until then we stopped the converstion because she need to get off to work. At the moment, I was thinking, SHOULD I GO? OR SHOULDN'T??? Her house was just at Kelana Jaya, it is near though. They were all so good looking, and they went to club. Honestly I've never been clubbing before in my life. I did went into the venue but then it is not to club but to meet someone and come out for a drink.

Suzanne, thanks for willingly to talk to me, for what I've done to you in the past, that makes you so upset. I'm sorry. You;re truely a matured person, and a true friend.